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Wow. Me and Josh just broke up.
Once thought that he could be the one, but he isn't.
A lot of stuff had happened lately.. coz his mom was involved. I do not want to say much about this... but I feel that it is also because of that, things turned sour... because partly also the way i behave and stuff... the way i handle stuff... anyway, he was saying he is feeling rather jaded... well.. me too.. i was.. I want to forget the unhappy stuff that had happened... and remember the sweet ones... anyway, he and i r still friends... though not going to contact each other as often... we still have feelings for each other.. but feelings is one thing... having this relationship to work out is another. We do not have time for each other... next yr, he will only be back in Singapore in Dec.. and this will go on for the next 4 years. It is very difficult. Instead of caging each other, why not set free. Though i wanted to savage this relationship... it is just so difficult... not at this moment, esp when he is feeling so jaded... hmm.... its a good thing i feel... Last night, i got really worried abt stuff that i couldnt sleep.. tonight.. though i hav just broke up 30 mins ago, i will have a good rest later on. :)
So much to blog abt but too sleepy to type them down. I'm moving on.
*My greatest regret is that i didnt really know how to cherish u when u were ard... i had always been nasty to u n upset u... but u were patient with me... till now... when it is running dry..
Amaryllis blogged at Saturday, July 22, 2006