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Okay...This is my first entry...So currently not very familiar on it works...Hopefully everything will turn out well.
All right, today has been a tiring day for me... I had a bad dream.. Dreamt that I had a nose job... it was pretty scary actually because it was not expected. The surgery was not successful and I had a shocked in the dream...woke up around 3am or something.. messaged some of my friends... asked them some stupid questions. Haha. Regarding what question I asked my friends.. I dont think I want to type it down...Its just dumb! I shouldnt have asked that question. Well, in anycase...forget it. *brainwashing*
I went to Jingwen's house for tuition today... Grr... She was driving me nuts on Tues...as she refused to pay attention when I was teaching. I kinda blew my top and she was taken aback. Luckily today not as bad. She managed to remember what I'd taught her on Tuesday. To tell you the truth, I'm pretty worried for her now... because her CA1 is approaching... 1 March.... which is in one week time???? *scratches my head* Oh dear, how am I going to help her?! I really hope to see her improving... Not the usual 9/100 for English... but at least a 20/100?? If she scores 20 marks... I will be over the moon manz.( I think so?) Haha. As for her Science, I dont expect much as well... maybe eh 15/100 instead of the usual 4/100? Her English is very weak... Primary four this year... and she cant spell words like triangle,square and it goes on....
So many things are bothering me now... I'm so S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D. Grrr... I feel like tearing my hair. Feel like a worrier now... Havent attended caregroup for the past two weeks... due to my tight schedule. I want to make time for caregroup but cant... coz my students end sch at around 6-6.30pm everyday. So it seems impossible for me to attend caregroup. O level results will be released next week... I hope I wont die of heart-attack... God!!!! Please HELP ME!! I'm DESPERATE! Damn worried for my Mathematics and Physics. Grrr!!! How I wish God is coming back now.... Well, its impossible... Should I book an air ticket now??? To share the gospel in the foreign countries? So that the world will end 'faster' ? I dont want to get back my results!!!
Aiiz kinda miss HIM now... Feel like meeting him this Sat... Havent seen him in such a long time. Actually wanted to meet him on Valentine's day but I was busy... I miss him very much. *sobs*
God, I pray that tomorrow will be a better day. Amen.
Amaryllis blogged at Thursday, February 19, 2004